I don't know whether I'm going to be able to fulfill my one animation-per-month goal anymore. My father's girlfriend is making my father kick me out of the house... Because I don't smile enough... I've been bested by a drunken drug-addicted retard. It was nice that she waited until I was unemployed to talk my father into kicking me out though. What hurts most is that they keep trying to demonize me... The best they can come up with is that I don't smile very much and apparently I didn't thank her once when she cooked dinner. Maybe they need to attack me so she doesn't feel any regret about throwing me out. But I doubt she thinks about anyone other than herself. She's never had to worry about money, coming from a family with lots of it. I never expect a thank you when I do favors for them. I don't even get them. I just do favors for them because I think they're the right thing to do --because I want to help, not because I want a pat on the back or any kind worship for doing some stupid menial chore... I don't keep a little notebook, meticulously recording who thanked me and who didn't. And it's not as if she cooked me dinner all the time. I usually take care of my own food. She probably only cooked dinner for me ten times in the last two years. Yeah, they have every right to tell me to leave. I'm almost thirty. They want to be alone, but I can't help but suspect that she wants me to leave because I'm the only person who doesn't constantly kiss her ass. My father waits on her hand and foot --jumps up at her every whim. When she doesn't get her way, she cries and throws a tantrum. My father isn't even allowed to leave the house by himself without her crying and throwing a hissy fit.

So, yeah...

I'm almost thirty...

Anyway... So now I'm unemployed and I have to find a new place to live. I still have some time here before I have to leave, so I'll try to crank some stuff out in my spare time. But it seems as if my entire operation is about to be crippled. I felt as if I was making progress... Like I was getting somewhere... I feel like shit...