I'm in a weird mood. For some reason I feel really happy and exhausted at the same time....

Anyway... In case you haven't seen it, Chanter Tales 1.3 is out. I was hoping it would make the front page, but it didn't. I think that sometimes I go a little crazy, and I make decisions for all the wrong reasons. For example, I was nearing the completion of Chanter Tales 1.3, and I noticed that I had an odd number of cartoons in the flash section of my profile. In previous years, I'd always finished an even number of cartoons, and having an odd number made the flash section look lopsided. So I was thinking that I should try to finish Chanter Tales before New Year's, because, if I didn't, it would be lopsided FOREVER. This whole odd number thing was scratching at my very soul... Which seems insane... It's as if I have OCD or something. It seems so dumb, but, at the time, I needed to have an even number of flashes in my profile... I even started to think that maybe I should make an extra flash and keep it aside, just in case I ever get into the situation again. Retarded... Sometimes I think I'm the most unrealistic person I know.

Anyway, the whole point of me telling you this is that I was talking to Pete the other day, and he made it seem as if Christmas time might not have been the best time to post it, because all the Christmas flash would be going up on the front page. Most likely, people would be putting a lot of effort into their Christmas flash, possibly saving up a few Christmas gems for quite some time, so that they'd get on the front page. Then I felt pretty stupid, putting up my best flash ever on Christmas because of a stupid odd number. Maybe if I'd waited to put it up this month, it wouldn't have been competing with as many Holiday flashes, and it would've gotten some more exposure... But I'm a retard, so what can I say? Because of my bad decisions, I feel like two years of work didn't get as much recognition as some of the stuff I cranked out in two weeks. I feel as if I've stolen money out of my youngest child's piggy bank, so that I could go out, get drunk, and then lie in a puddle of my own piss and vomit in the middle of the street. But, yeah... I'm retarded...

At least it won 4th place though... That's pretty cool. I guess I should be grateful for everything I get, because I don't really deserve anymore than anyone else here deserves...

So now I'm faced with the decision of what to work on next. My brother wrote me the Death Man script, which I haven't worked on in forever. It should be easy to do --less grueling than some other projects. I sort of want to do Chanter Tales 1.4, but I feel a little stressed out right now, and I'm not sure I want to work on that this month. Maybe I'll just concentrate on KR47 for awhile... We're going to be working on the TV show pilot, and we have plans to film some stuff for the live-action movie toward the end of the month...

Anyway... If you haven't seen Chanter Tales yet, check it:

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/
475895

So yeah... I've been in sort of a crazy mood lately. Here's a picture I drew for this guy's website: